sheeps?

i guess i would have to be counting sheeps whenever i sleep
count until a million sheeps i would also not fall asleep.
i cant sleep since last week.

insomnia?
i am not stress
not depress
not crazy
nothing's on my mind.
i just can't sleep.
i slept for a while in the afternoon like 20min?
well thats because i didnt sleep for almost the whole day !!

yesterday was the worst.
slept at 1.30am
woke up at 3.30am right until now which is 11.30am
managed to sleep for 2 hours from 5am
I tried doing physics homework as i thought that it would help me to doze off, but it didnt.............


...
its so torturing
when everyone is able to sleep soundly while i can't.

i just feel like crying..
i am losing my sleep and my life.
arghhhh
its so annoying!!!

i don't want to be a substitute.............

i don't want to be a substitute...........................

i don't wantttttttttttt to

be your stupid substitute friend.........

i dont want to be!

i dont wanttttttttttttt

you wont see this.

its SO SMALL

unless u have good eyesight!

even if u do u wont know that i am talking about YOU

i feel so miserable.

who wants to be a replacement.

who wants to be made use of

NO ONE RIGHT

ONLY STUPID PEOPLE.

e.g. friends who come and find u when they have no friends or have been rejected or when they are downcast OR WHEN THEY HAVE NO MONEY OR WHEN THEY ARE IN TROUBLE....

AND THE LIST GOES ON AND ON.

like wth?

!@#^%^%

Ylol, i learnt this. hhahaha