OMG, i really need to lose weight i gained a hefty weight of 7 kg ever since i stepped into poly.
OMG OMG.
I was fat now i am fatter.
I need to EXERCISE.
OH NO.

School POM project and school.

All Glory to God!
I received magnificient news =) Thank you Jesus! <3!

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
Yes. I've set down and think. There is no point fighting. Giving in is the best option. I have weight the pros of cons. The things that i will stand to lose is far more greater than smth that i will gain.
Relationships will be strained if i fight my way through, people will be distracted from the game while a not-up-to standard player force her way through the competition.
I rather have friendships than winning and getting my way. I love my friends more than the competition.
Its not about fighting, its about working your way through.
One day, i pray that i would be give a chance. Lord Jesus, help me to be up to standard like the rest in the process of tb training.
Thy shall not show attitude to anyone
Thy shall make peace
Thy shall train harder
Thy shall be an angel!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha
Yes i am so happy to make peaaace!
yay!


Yes, one problem is solved.
This is the art of love, and i'm still learning. & yes i am happy with my decision. :D
Thank God for reminding me to sow the seed of love and peace.

Yay!

"Am i even regarded as your friend?
What am i to you?"


Some people simply  don't know how to treasure people around them, how would you expect others to treat you the same way.
Life works in a 2 way traffic. Respect, true love, friendships abide by this law.
Efforts & time wasted, hopes clashed, heart wrenched.
I don't want to go on like this anymore. Sometimes i wonder, why am i doing all this when it has never ever been appreciated.
I thought you were someone special, a pillar of strength, someone who would stand up for me whenever need be.
Never expect that i am just another detestable friend to you.


I'm tired and i'm having a fever .
Burning up , yet projects are still incomplete
I dont know if i am thinking too much , i hope i am !
May God help me with my everyday life. Make it a smooth sailing one pleaseee!
"Okay...
I'm not finger pointing at anyone.
I feel .. sad after watching sad shows lately
heheh. dont bother please."

Projects are taking a toll on all of us.
I dont see grace in teachers. -.-

No matter how much you are willing to sacrific for someone, go the extra mile to do something for them such as cards,  presents, help them with stuff, some people would never ever appreciate your time and effort, treasure what you've done or let alone regard you as sb / do the same back to you as an expression of gratitude etc. They would just treat you like something easily dispensable.
The would only use you for some particular reason and then dispense you away when they don't need you anymore.
This is really depressing to see that a lot of people are like that nowadays.
In a nutshell, people simply have one concept imprinted in their brains
" Self-centredness"

Oh well....

F21.
We've been the bestest, greatest pals since we were Pri 1. Our mothers are good friends too.
Lim Gracie! My confidant for all time. =)
I havent seen her since we graduated from PSLE. She has grown super tall. I remembered we were about the same height many years also. 01.01.10 was one of the most unforgettable day in my life. Supposedly we planned to meet at 11 am to spend more time together. Due to the high project demand and deadlines i pushed back to 1.30pm. Oh well...
So, anyway i couldnt stop talking to her, telling her my lifestory, asking her about hers, talking about the days when we were younger. People whom we loathed , loved, forgave and forget. I felt that i havent talked for my whole life. Though i merely had 5 hours of sleep and the throbbing headache was overwhelming, i enjoyed myself to the fullest. Even the humid weather couldn't bring me down hahahah =0

Gracie would be preparing for her A levels when JC starts, i shall wish her all the best and may God grant her the wisdom to do well.
I would miss her a lot and have to wait for another 10 months before i can go out with her again!!

Meanwhile, i would always be cheering for you on in whatever you do best friend! <3

OKAY JOLENE LIM SWEE KIM I SHALL NOT FORGET YOU TOO!

YOU ARE SUCH A BUBBLY, VIBRANT GIRL
& I LOVE YOUR PRESENCE SOOO MUCH ! SORRY I COULDNT CALL YOU THESE FEW DAYS AS I HAVE A LOT OF PROJECTS, TESTS AND TUTORIALS. I WOULD LIKE TO SPEND HOURS TALKING TO YOU ON THE PHONE AGAIN !!! YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME LAUGH =)

SERIOUSLY, SCHOOLS NOT AS LIVELY WITHOUT YOU AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH BESTIEEE! X(

&& I thank God for having met a great bestfriend like you! & I pray that he would give us more time to meet up often and that we'll never ever never ever never ever lose contact!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YET ANOTHER PICTURE OF GRACIE AND MEEE~!