The heart's so nice. i like the whole scenery. so pretty. i wish i was there. haha.

It was raining on national day.. & i saw a rainbow. Its unclear in the picture as the rainbow was fading already.
i even made wishes.

I didnt do any editing. The sky was pink! Maybe because its..national day.

I HATE THE SIGHT OF BOOKS. i hate it. i AM STRESS.
Why's everything so hard right now.
WHY'S THERE SO MUCH WORK TO DO
BECAUSE I KNOW OS IS IN LESS THAN 2MONTHS
I FEEL LIKE BREAKING DOWN , in fact, i already starting from 2days ago.
Tears just flowed out of my eyes in class. I couldnt control them
because i know in my heart , that i am definitely not ready
not even for the prelims next wk, starting 25th aug.
i know very well in my heart, that i wont and definitely wont do well,
i will flunk my exams like i did for mock exams
esp my a & e math.
i feel more than demoralised.




SO.
now i am having studies & other problems

how am i going to focus and study for my prelims, in just one week left to mug.....
i feel demoralised.
i forced myself to study harder yet i am feeling so sad because of 1000 reasons. such as causing my teacher to cry etc.
i dont know how.
i feel like i can break down anytime
i just keep crying since 2 days ago.

i am really really afraid that i would flunk!!!!!!

i cant sleep at all

i didnt really sleep actually.

IN FACT, I only could doze of @ 2am.