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i'd love to go church, but the feeling of not knowing anyone makes be don't feel like going, its so weird, sitting alone for close to 2 hours, not talking, not laughing, trying to belong.
& then you'll see groups , cliques , cells tgt. It makes u feel worse.
Whats worst is that people treats u like a newcomer every week when u are not.
i feel sooooooooooooo weird la!!!!!!!


while the rest of my family attends church. i'd just stay home...
hmm..
that makes me losing my faith.
i know that its a stupid reason not to go to church, but ?
if u are in my shoes, i dont think you'll like it either.
hOw?

i have not being going church for soooo long.
hmm..
& i feel guilty if i dont go church but instead hanging out at somewhere else.
my parent arent happy bout that either?
how how
someone accompany me to church pls?
i dun wanna be alone =(

=(