I'm always a "scaredy cat" in whatever things i do. I cannot do great things even though i wanted to. I am always on the bleachers watching everyone vying for the top 3 positions, i'm always doing backstage stuff, my hands willl turn clammy whenever i make a speech and i would shiver continuously throughout the 3 min speech.
There is one thing i clearly lacked of - Confidence.
My confidence level is very low. My team mates said that i am very concious of my every steps thats why i cannnot emerged out from the shell that i am in. Just like a tortoise who never wants to get out of its shell , just like a bird that wont want to try to spread its wings and fly.
I dont want to be like that. I've got to try. I've got to do my best so that i would be able to contribute more to the team.
This is my first sport CCA. A breakthrough from the aesthetics CCAs that i used to be in during my 10 years in KCP.
However i enjoyed myself a lot during the tchoukball game ytd. I had a feel of the sports competition atmosphere!
The immese and intense fear is just like going for SYF! lol
My team did really well , even though we trained for a few weeks, and though we came in 4th, i feel that its not that bad after all.
Other school had trained for years and months , i believe that we could unleash our potential next timeee!
OMG.
TIME TO DO PROJECT , I'll upload more pictures later.
I LOVE MY JERSEY NO. 7 hahhahahah because its a nice number ! andddd
the best thing is that my school logo is the biggest of the whole team !!!!!!!
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