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so everyone that is so nice to me, people that loved and cared for me are leaving my side one after another. people that hate me or my hatred are coming into my life. why.
my primary school friends.
my besties in primary sch.
gracie and lavinia.
my cousin's maid..
they are all leaving me...
leaving with the people who don't really treat me as a true friend?
i know i may have forget to list out some names.. but
i just dont feel the bond...
now i know what's really like to miss someone , real badly.
i didnt treasure time. its my fault.
i miss them. and i want them back into my life..
life is so empty w/o someone to talk to or to lean on..
i am losing everything...
what do i gain?