Wednesday, March 15, 2006

=(

I LEFT CHOIR AND HEAD HOME EARLY.. GEES.. i've got fever cum flu and fever.
doctor gave me medication. so many tablets and capsules + lozenges. she wanted to give me MC
bet ms oon wont allow. so i''ve got to FORCE MYSELF and carrying on singing.. pardon my damn husky or no voice now. =( sad... my head is so pain... ahh..
yay! my fever subsided.
i had too much fun during the hols i guess..
oh.. yes! and i bought b.day prezzie for a few ppl alrd! woo hoo!~ its DIY lol...
i made it myself. i spent 1/2 each. ahhgh.. alright... i've done my best anw.. =)
- its the first time i made some one cried...
my aunts maid.. who came over and stay for a week.
she's the one that cared alot for me.. share with me the many ghosts or kampung stories..
help me prepare my lunch .. or my daily needs.. when i opened my mouth to ask.
and the fun times we shared prank calling.. well.. is the person prank call her 1st. so i play back.. i scream at the phone and ermm... turn up the radio.. err...loads more..
she bought the little twin stars key chained that i adore. and ermm.. oHoh! I FORGET. we baked cookies together too. she even feed me medication. i know i behave like a little kid. but...
its like once in a while, right? i miss those days when i was a little kid.. so pure and innocent.
so free and easy.. no stress.. hardly any friendship or family problems..
perfect eyesight.. no need to use contacts or specs... oh well..
and with many friends right by my side. and now its all lost..LOST...
just to borrow my hp charger.. well i guess.. i was too selfish or oversensitive. i screamed at my mom and blamed her.. then my aunts maid was so appalled and upset by my actions.. she cried..
anw.. she is going to leave us tmr... i guess.. i am so sad...=( and totally leave sg in oct to visit her family after 4 years, when the contract is over.. i think i will cry.. and she will probably work in taiwan.. and i will never see her again...
- i just want to say a big sorry to you.
although.. she may not be reading this. but she's the best maid i've ever met. in my 14 yrs of life.

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