WHY AM I SLEEPING AT 3AM? why do i wake up at 11am, what on earth is wrong with me?
Been losing my sleep ever since the holiday starts, losing my appetite. & i've been going out round the clock. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? is this the life that i want? NO?
i seriously need a break.
I THINK I NEED TO PLAN MY LIFE PROPERLY, MAKING IT MEANIFUL
AND NOT TO WASTE A FRUITFUL HOLIDAY JUST. LIKE. THAT.

MY MOM ALWAYS COMPLAIN THAT I NEVER PACK MY ROOM AND I'VE BEEN DRAGGING IT FOR MONTHS. Not that i'm a messy girl or whatsoever, i just cant stand the sight of my room being untidy. BUT I'M TIRED.
Been behaving like an "ah lian" lately.. is this how i'm suppose to define?
i'm like not myself. and i want to be the way i used to be.

from now onwards, i'll better start maturing in my character and attitude. Before my parents get really pissed off.
hahaha
got to view some sec4's & 5's graduation night photos through friendster, and i must say, they look great with the gowns & suits. Pretty much impressed.
i cant wait for that day.. 2 years down the road. wahahahs.
WHY AM I WORRYING SO MUCH & NOT TAKING ACTION. this is what i've been asking myself lately


and oh, light brown eyes are BAD. although they look like gold to me...
its great that i pick a colour rather close to black.
imagine if i'd take aqua blue...
however, some of my friends look great in them. WHILE I LOOK LIKE MONSTER =(
too bad my contacts will last me for a month, =(
seems like natural eyes are the best. OH WELL.
i scared loads of people,

they said,

"valerie , dont open your eyes, dont look at me! you looked like a ghost!"
"CAT EYES?"
"YUCKS!?"
"OMG?"
AND MORE COMMENTS AS THE DAYS GO BY.
fine lo, say whatever you want.
its the fun that counts (X