MY Friends from 3 love did so well for soccer today! we got 3rd. haha but i dont deserve it. lalala. hahah makes me feel more of a loser. i totally didnt even wanna try or even give my best shot, whereas everyone were so into the game. hais. i feel so bad. SORRYS. hais. then Wendy got bullied lah. OH I AM SO DAMN USELESS. SO FREAKING PRESSURED AND BAD MOOD. why ENGLISH JUST PASS ahh. i failed initially. then ms oon gave me a few marks more to pass. AHHHHHHHHHHH. freaking angry. I almost wanted to back out even before the game started. i saw those players and i almost died. Plus! i didnt have my lunch. AHHHHHH in fact everyone didnt. they ran out of energy. i didnt want to play for the second match. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i am an idiot. but nevermind as they say its over , no point turning back. BUT WAH LAUS LOR. the soil so dirty and muddy i dont wanna fall down leh. hahaha. lallala. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh shit lah

oh yeah today got one bangala driver scold me bloody fool , and he said that i got no manners sommore.
so much for tying plaits. supposed to go swing with hinny. ahhhh i should have.
wanna slap myself.
wwahhs.


i WANT TO KILL MYSELF RIGHT THIS MOMENT.
so humiliating.
such a loser.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

screwdriver! ahh that was random
words of profanity came out from my mouth during the match.
ah, thats the best i can do.
so idiotic. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh