today's a day where everything would go wrong. hmm for a start i couldnt wear my contacts and was having a bad hair day. NEXT. i left my umbrella in the school locker. so i was drenched on the way to school. couldnt they just build a shelter for people going into the sec sch through the primary sch? TOTALLY DRENCHED LAH. i think i am sick now. THEN. results awaits me. e.geog was alright. i was satisfied. oh but not for the rest of the papers i received today. Its the crucial papers.



i feel so madd. MARKS MARKS MARKS. whyy do they mean so much? whyy cant i do well? why? i did my best. & yet this is what i get. hais. i feel so presurized. so down. words that usually dont really matter to me in the past have now become a huge burden to me. Friendships? i used to be able to handle them or be independent, but not this year.




I am glad that syf is over. that sungei buloh project has officially ceased. yay. Perhaps. maybe i'll have time to conc. in my studies. BUT! studies does not mean my life. i need time to play too! i reallyyyyyy need a break. Been sacrificing alot. NOW WHAT? ca1 is over and then there's bio and phy practical. WHAT IS THIS MAN.

3 love? this is a class that i am in right now? like no class spirit one. as what ms tay said during the previous cme's lesson. People who arent from ex 2 peace and love class are left out.Hmm well not exactly....
its like. erm. ahhhhhhhh nvm. so complicated. lalala.


F LAR. today was so humiliated. i got to stare at the library wall for 15 min because i said "wu liao " to ms oon. I DONT MEAN THAT GOING TO THE LIBRARY IS WU LIAO. & i was forced to tuck in my shirt like one nerd because i said that she was evil. i should really learn to shut up.
& thank god i was wearing ankle socks today. She sounded serious lah. Initially i thought that these were only jokes.
after all that mockings. some particular person said that there's free show to watch, so why not just stand there and watch . because ms oon told them to go away. i slammed my library book in front of her. ( somehow she could not see that i was pissed off) lalala.
you'll get your retribution one day ,my -friend-.'


& yes, i cried for 2 hours when i came home. now i am tired.
i wish i wasnt born in this month
where i have to take exams and accept those results.
what a birthday.


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

oh wow, i am such a perpetual winer. hate me lor.
life's just not fair to me.
maybe i should do some soul searching?
i dont believe in luck or whatsoever shit. lalalala
doomed, my conduct this year is gonna be so bad
& i screwed up my pft!

lalalala. i am a messy girl lalalaa.............................
oh no, where's my optimistism?
this post is so pesimistic.



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