I found these pink balloons somewhere!
So pretty. i never held on to many balloons before!
anyway, i feel that people are getting scarier and scarier, & sometimes you dont even know what they are thinking...
i dont know if i am being paranoid or not. but even the most truthworthy person can turn their back on you anytime, anywhere should any situation arises. so scary. haha. (no, i am not saying anyone here really, i was just thinking !!! - food for thought.)

Ok, recently there has been an onslaught of events that took place in my life which isnt very pleasant & i havent shared with anyone yet and i shall never share it with anyone cause its really personal been instructed not to say too... Just that .. these problems seems to grow and new ones seemed to emerge.
I only know that i could tell all these to God and i pray that God will make a way for me. He will be my guide.
I need his strength , wisdom, guidance to lead me the way.
Even though, others may not understand but i am sure he does.

Going to give cca a miss today.
(so mind boggling cause such a lousy player like me shouldnt skip cca.. oh well but!....#$%^&*($%^&*)