heels are a pain ; never to wear them for shopping..............!
preferably wear sneakers! e.g. Wendy's Nike shoes!
ha ha.

oh gosh, i am fat.
I AM FAT!

FAT!
FAT!
FAT~
FAT~

FAT~
FAT LEGS FAT HANDS
FAT~

FAT~
FAT~
FAT~
FAT~
FAT~
FAT AND NOT TALL~
FAT~~
FAT
FAT~

*********** so! my birthday wish this 2007 is that i will grow at least another 13cm hohoho X) & lose 4 kg! hehehhees

now i feeel like giving myself a punch! ahhaha. donno why do i hate myself! aahahas
ah, thats so lame.

hmm, i told vishnu in one of the testimonial that i wanted to learn skateboarding because i love the pain it cause, ahahaha &&& also to lose fat. lalala see i am always talking nonsense. laalalas.

so boring.. lalalala. oh shit! i need to do maths homework. the teacher nuts or what. exams over liiao. still give work. rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

okays. waiting for wendy's tuition to be over. now's 10.39am. ahhah
lalalalaala.
then we could go celebrate my b.day. (early)
lalala.
cus she going hk! with daaa sch soon!=(((((((
rahhh


MONDAY'S MY BIRTHDAY!
YAYYYYYYY!
PET ROCKET TOO.

i feel like i am behaving weirdly nowadays.
SO SENSTIVE & I BOTHER SO MUCH ABOUT WHAT OTHERS SAY OR THINK BOUT ME.
damnit. i am so freaking tired. why ah. exams are already over. hmm. as they say work hard and play hard.

& when i laugh hard, i'll look like a freak. eeeeeeeeerm heheh :B

I AM SO TIRED I AM SO TIRED I AM SO TIRED I AM SO TIRED I AM SO TIRED.
i also became really sloppy , in terms of dressing up and also school attire.
recently i've been caught for tucking out shirt. and erm. the skirt length. ahhaha.
oh wells. then during weekends i also cant be bothered on whether my clothese match. hahaah.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh & as usual, its always bad hair day and eye makeup(mascara) that drives me nuts. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i love hanging out with hinny. heheh
being nerdy is coool. lalalaa.

2.4km has turned out to be great today.
actually i wanted to skip today's 2.4km
i slept so late in the night and i woke up at 5am.
i dont know why.
hmms.
so i had gastric.
however's maybe is because belinda's watch got magic or whatever.
hahaha
i checked my timing and it turned up to be 14.30min+
better than my usual timing. hehehe
yay!

now i am sleepy.
ciao~

Went lunch with yan rong, jessicia, huiyun, esther, ashvini, alicia and jaslyn. It was pouring man! THUNDER FREAKED US ALL OUT. and we had to run, we also had to jay walk! hhahaha i actually laughed. so cutee ahahah.


&&&& we went to cut our hairs. erm. to be more specific, only me, jessicia and yanrong cut. YAY! no more long bangs or china doll bangs hahahaaha! no more thick hair. no more messy hair. erm, ai yars. my hair's always very messy. well at least i dont have to use clips to pin the bottom of my head. cus of the uneven hair length. SO ANGRY LAH. i think i might be growing white hair soon. ahahs. As what mannda lim says, I AM PARANOID. and hahaha i sorta agree to that. As i was about to take the lift up to the 9th floor where i stayed. i would always take a look around and hear footsteps. Cause, i heard that there a several weird people living in my block and area. So freaky cans. i dont wanna take the same lift as them. They might harm meee ah! hahahaha.

i feel like posting a chinese song in my blog. i've never done that. any ideas? hmm...

after soccer. so angry. lalala.

that place. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

the graveyard's sky...

lalalaaaaaaaa random. i think i've posted this before. hahaa

MY Friends from 3 love did so well for soccer today! we got 3rd. haha but i dont deserve it. lalala. hahah makes me feel more of a loser. i totally didnt even wanna try or even give my best shot, whereas everyone were so into the game. hais. i feel so bad. SORRYS. hais. then Wendy got bullied lah. OH I AM SO DAMN USELESS. SO FREAKING PRESSURED AND BAD MOOD. why ENGLISH JUST PASS ahh. i failed initially. then ms oon gave me a few marks more to pass. AHHHHHHHHHHH. freaking angry. I almost wanted to back out even before the game started. i saw those players and i almost died. Plus! i didnt have my lunch. AHHHHHH in fact everyone didnt. they ran out of energy. i didnt want to play for the second match. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i am an idiot. but nevermind as they say its over , no point turning back. BUT WAH LAUS LOR. the soil so dirty and muddy i dont wanna fall down leh. hahaha. lallala. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh shit lah

oh yeah today got one bangala driver scold me bloody fool , and he said that i got no manners sommore.
so much for tying plaits. supposed to go swing with hinny. ahhhh i should have.
wanna slap myself.
wwahhs.


i WANT TO KILL MYSELF RIGHT THIS MOMENT.
so humiliating.
such a loser.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

screwdriver! ahh that was random
words of profanity came out from my mouth during the match.
ah, thats the best i can do.
so idiotic. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

sorry mummy! for shouting at you just now.
i feel so bad.

i should have not vent my anger on my mother.
! WRONG PERSON.

ahhh i cant forgive myself. and as a christain, guess god is angry with me too!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

today's a day where everything would go wrong. hmm for a start i couldnt wear my contacts and was having a bad hair day. NEXT. i left my umbrella in the school locker. so i was drenched on the way to school. couldnt they just build a shelter for people going into the sec sch through the primary sch? TOTALLY DRENCHED LAH. i think i am sick now. THEN. results awaits me. e.geog was alright. i was satisfied. oh but not for the rest of the papers i received today. Its the crucial papers.



i feel so madd. MARKS MARKS MARKS. whyy do they mean so much? whyy cant i do well? why? i did my best. & yet this is what i get. hais. i feel so presurized. so down. words that usually dont really matter to me in the past have now become a huge burden to me. Friendships? i used to be able to handle them or be independent, but not this year.




I am glad that syf is over. that sungei buloh project has officially ceased. yay. Perhaps. maybe i'll have time to conc. in my studies. BUT! studies does not mean my life. i need time to play too! i reallyyyyyy need a break. Been sacrificing alot. NOW WHAT? ca1 is over and then there's bio and phy practical. WHAT IS THIS MAN.

3 love? this is a class that i am in right now? like no class spirit one. as what ms tay said during the previous cme's lesson. People who arent from ex 2 peace and love class are left out.Hmm well not exactly....
its like. erm. ahhhhhhhh nvm. so complicated. lalala.


F LAR. today was so humiliated. i got to stare at the library wall for 15 min because i said "wu liao " to ms oon. I DONT MEAN THAT GOING TO THE LIBRARY IS WU LIAO. & i was forced to tuck in my shirt like one nerd because i said that she was evil. i should really learn to shut up.
& thank god i was wearing ankle socks today. She sounded serious lah. Initially i thought that these were only jokes.
after all that mockings. some particular person said that there's free show to watch, so why not just stand there and watch . because ms oon told them to go away. i slammed my library book in front of her. ( somehow she could not see that i was pissed off) lalala.
you'll get your retribution one day ,my -friend-.'


& yes, i cried for 2 hours when i came home. now i am tired.
i wish i wasnt born in this month
where i have to take exams and accept those results.
what a birthday.


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

oh wow, i am such a perpetual winer. hate me lor.
life's just not fair to me.
maybe i should do some soul searching?
i dont believe in luck or whatsoever shit. lalalala
doomed, my conduct this year is gonna be so bad
& i screwed up my pft!

lalalala. i am a messy girl lalalaa.............................
oh no, where's my optimistism?
this post is so pesimistic.



________________TURNING POINT.

DON'T

NEED TO RELINK

TO MY XANGA BLOG

I DONT USE IT ANYMORE.

my phone cannot put pictures into computer anymore, it is screwed so sad.
hinny sang "thanks for the memories " by FOB when a couple was making out near by. hahaha. ITS so wrong.

lalalala. slack slack slaacckkk.

exams are over, yay! me and hinny went to the playground near block 123 bishan after lunch at KFC. gosh, the melts thingy is so disgusting. i had a hard time consuming it. and and and ms oon commented on the compositions =(((((((((((( ah shucks. damn i forget smth, i dont want that old hag instructer back. dammmit. she hates me (: hahhaa. i have a sucky attitude. i gave her the very terrible face almost every practice. oh yeah. the swing is so low lah. hehehehee.

summer love!

clothes giving away..........

randomly taken from my room.

my good friends. hahaha.

lalalala. korea!

KOREAAAA!

KOREEEEEEEEAAAAAA

VIEW from hotel.

i went to watch spidey 3 with jolene ytd. hahaha was a really interesting outing with her. hehes. she made me laughed all the way. hehe.
she doesnt even know how to take the MRT! hahaha and she doesnt know her way around town hhohooho X) However, she trashed me in arcade. hahaha well, i wasnt impressed anyway, she is good at computer game! hahha. jolene! next friday let's catch another movie once again! 200 pounds beauty it is! now that exams are over, i am so tireddd! ahh! and my legs hurt. all thanks to the heels. i better get new shoes! heheee!

err. err. er.. i miss my long fringe hahha.

BLESSING! HAHAAH GRAB THIS PHOTO GIRL! HAHAHAH

model hinny and blesing!

my korea frienddd!! <3 loves!

heheh.

lol. hehehes. miie. wendy and manda darrlings.

lalalas. me and manda

i think i am in deep shit right now. i guessed i chose the wrong subject combination!
the only science that i had most confidence in screwed up, i thought i'll do okay. BUT OH NO, I TOTALLY SCREWED IT UP , AHH MY CHEMISTRY.
forget about the other two.. oh no. who can i turn for help!! ahhhhhhhh i only can rely on myself! ahhhhhhhhh! plus my cca takes up most of my time. &&& 3 love has loads of extra things to do. WTH
i DONT EVEN HAVE TIME FOR MYSELF. i am like stress the whole year round. WHAT IF I GET A HEART ATTACK. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! screamS!

WHAT DID I JUST SAW. i went to that choir blog. & i saw smth. i almost fainted right at this spot where i am sitting and typing this blog. i was flabbergasted.

DAMN DAMN DAMN! TML'S PFT AND I'M SICK!

wah, even since i stepped into this class, i became a perpetual winey person && also became very sensitive!
AND HAVE MAJOR ATTITUDE PROBLEMS.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHH
people just wont understand
AHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

gosh.
i am lost. so lost. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i am weak in my languages too! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

*cry! i think i think i think , my life is one that has everything going wrong. so wrong. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

i did study for the test. dont tell me i'm just plain dumb or tired or overstressed.
AHHHHH


***** what a post.... =.=

erm. LOL.

Dinner in korea.

first day.

LOL. eh eh look at the amount of layers i am wearing. so cool okays. LOl

Lunch in a school in korea.

lalalla. i dont remember where is this place alrd.

the weather's so dry there.

was in korea about 2 months ago?

me & darling mandaaa!

gees. i look like some freak at the start of sec 1, but still look like a freak now. ahahhaha.

my classmates! 3 LOVE 2007

HELLO! I AM IN SCHOOL NOW! as i have said earlier on , i cant access blogger at home. - in otherwords , i am unable to post lar! hahaha.

hence, i have a new link...

www.xanga.com/momentum_x


people! please re-link me (((x

xie xie. =)