Friday, February 24, 2006

brighten up my life.

I DON'T KNOW WHEN TO TRUST SOME PEOPLE. i don't even know if they are trustworthy or not? because... i know it seems that everybody cares, but when they day ends and everybody runs...who's going to be there?
i dont even know who to come to when i need help for homework and studies.. will the people be selfish or if you help them, will they show u gratitude?
i dont even know who to share my problems and secrets to.
who would even bother hear my rants and complains.

today.. ms oon told us a story.. or whatsoever blahh Escobar footballer thingy..
NO ONE IS GOING TO CARE HOW HARD YOU WORK, OR THE ACCIDENT YOU MAKE, OR YOU DIDNT DO IT ON PURPOSE, OR WE SHOULD HAVE PUT IN MORE EFFORT INSTEAD, what they care is what is happening NOW.
with..no..regrets...

darn , speaking about choir practises,..crapp la.. i gotta do pumping, once or twice just because i admitted that i scream, is it wrong to tell the truth? just looking into the file.. so that i could spot my mistakes.. doesnt mean i dont know.

i have to improve on my singing.. Sec 2s... so far... i think i am the worst...
auditions are tommorrow.. and i dont think i am prepared.
if this carries on..
i dont know how am i going to perserve.
cca also meant to - break you- and to become more confident? or to give you major stress...

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