i screwed my choir audition...
a handful of us was to stand infront of the so called judges and sing a song of your choice -solo.
when i received jeannette's sms about the audition ytd night.. i immeadiately went to the piano and practise. woke up as early as 5.30 am to practise.. i was some how satisfied with the way i sang.. which was wayy more better than in audition.. i got lost in the middle of the song... where the spitting occurs, i chose the wrong song either..TOO HIGH PITCH AND SO HARD...i could catch my breathe.. was to nervous..people were laughing.........What the..
SEEE? HOW THE STORY OF ESCOBAR IS RELATED!!
no one is going to care! no one! is what u produced in front of the people. NO one.. is going listen!
I HAD disappointed many people who had confidence in me. who gave me support.. who cheer me on... and MOST OF ALL... I disappointed myself.. for letting fear and envy to overcome me. my voice turn hoarse and airy.......
oh, and i forget. jeanette who suggested the audition to give us a chance..
I AM SUCH A BIG TIME LOSER.
- i think i've gotta pull up my socks.
i don't wanna carry on like this.
for now, i've got to say farewell to the esplanade performance.
god please help me.
kaki most probably got into auditions. she was so confident and jeanette said she may get in..
hais... I AM THE WORST SEC2. and probably.. ahh nvm...
i wish someone would help me.......................................................and save me from this agony.
L**E......................................................!