emptiness...
memories...
flashback..
past...
friendship...
streess...
headache...
give me a break... ... ...

lavinia hasnt even contacted me for 2 whole months. yeaps. ever since she left for florida. i bet she doesnt even realised that i have a blog. she didnt even send me a letter. what are best friends for anyway. probably she forgets. maybe when she returned to sg after 4-5 more months. she forgets that i existed. her parents are too strict. i am so scared to call her too!
but.. she's the only person that lend a listening ear so all my problems. and ... that...blahh i dun care. i am just plain upset. no one cares. there i updated my blog.