Kaki's quote at facebook is so true.

People whom you once knew became the people who i wished i never knew.
Backstabbers , liars, gossipers.
I've always regarded them as really really really good friends, people who i loved to joke with and talk to became enemies. & I don't know the reason why? If i'm insensitive in the things that i've said, i've already tried my best to change just that you couldnt seem to see it. & i really really tried. I tried to humble myself and apologise if i said smth wrong . Every little detail and action that i do is flawed in your eyes as you seemed to find every possible fault there is..I used to find that being in their presence was really fun as i never had a huge group of friends that could communicate with me really well as i used to be very introverted in Primary and Secondary school.

I know u wont ever know who i'm talking about though u are from my class. and you refers to a few of you as well.
you wont ever happen to read this post anyway so i am not hesitant on posting it.
and if you do.
Please forget all the unhappiness in the past if i have offended you in anyway.
But please dont be OVERLY sensitive.

i just want you to know that i dont owe you a living.
I am who i am. This is me. You can change me if i do something wrong, i am willing to be someone more matured and better so that when i meet people in the working life in the future i would be able to cope.
I know i may be rude, childish but sometimes you need to check yourselves too. In most instances, you just keep to yourselves and gossip amongst yourselves. What may be a  misunderstanding could evolved into hatred. IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WITH SOMETHING , PLEASE DO CLARIFY.
And i am not happy to be accused over and over again for something which i did not mean it or did not do.
Also, you cant mould me into the person you want me to be, cause i am who i am.
I dont live for you so i dont have to change every single bit of detail just for you.
If you cant accept me as who i am, please forget about this friendship. Though i would very much like to keep it, sometimes you've got to know your limits and when you've gone overboard, all efforts of trying to change someone to be better would turn to hatred and an acrimonious end of friendship.
Let's compromise, shall we?

Her quote is '' Have you ever looked at somebody and felt like things have changed? The gap has widened, the distance lengthed. You tried to salvage the situation but you simply have no idea what to do because you don't even know what seems to be the problem. What was once impeccable now so flawed; once so tied now so drifted''

Indeed, things have changed.
even a few people who are the closest friends of yours have changed too
and that really saddens me.






Thanks peas for all your encouragement esp joyline for sharing the word of God w me, its really assuring and comforting! Thanks!