Kaki's quote at facebook is so true.

People whom you once knew became the people who i wished i never knew.
Backstabbers , liars, gossipers.
I've always regarded them as really really really good friends, people who i loved to joke with and talk to became enemies. & I don't know the reason why? If i'm insensitive in the things that i've said, i've already tried my best to change just that you couldnt seem to see it. & i really really tried. I tried to humble myself and apologise if i said smth wrong . Every little detail and action that i do is flawed in your eyes as you seemed to find every possible fault there is..I used to find that being in their presence was really fun as i never had a huge group of friends that could communicate with me really well as i used to be very introverted in Primary and Secondary school.

I know u wont ever know who i'm talking about though u are from my class. and you refers to a few of you as well.
you wont ever happen to read this post anyway so i am not hesitant on posting it.
and if you do.
Please forget all the unhappiness in the past if i have offended you in anyway.
But please dont be OVERLY sensitive.

i just want you to know that i dont owe you a living.
I am who i am. This is me. You can change me if i do something wrong, i am willing to be someone more matured and better so that when i meet people in the working life in the future i would be able to cope.
I know i may be rude, childish but sometimes you need to check yourselves too. In most instances, you just keep to yourselves and gossip amongst yourselves. What may be a  misunderstanding could evolved into hatred. IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WITH SOMETHING , PLEASE DO CLARIFY.
And i am not happy to be accused over and over again for something which i did not mean it or did not do.
Also, you cant mould me into the person you want me to be, cause i am who i am.
I dont live for you so i dont have to change every single bit of detail just for you.
If you cant accept me as who i am, please forget about this friendship. Though i would very much like to keep it, sometimes you've got to know your limits and when you've gone overboard, all efforts of trying to change someone to be better would turn to hatred and an acrimonious end of friendship.
Let's compromise, shall we?

Her quote is '' Have you ever looked at somebody and felt like things have changed? The gap has widened, the distance lengthed. You tried to salvage the situation but you simply have no idea what to do because you don't even know what seems to be the problem. What was once impeccable now so flawed; once so tied now so drifted''

Indeed, things have changed.
even a few people who are the closest friends of yours have changed too
and that really saddens me.






Thanks peas for all your encouragement esp joyline for sharing the word of God w me, its really assuring and comforting! Thanks!

Love is like a cushion.
Someone who you can always turn to when you falter and he/she would be the one who cushion you when you are about to fall.

Wonder if i had ever posted this picture before.
I love school! School's great, I am happy to meet with peas and mich, jos and sylvia ..( soo many people cant expect me to type all out right) etc etc They are what Sylvia termed as LOVLIES.
I have a bunch of lovlies whom i usually hang out with in school and they know who they are.
They are great people and never fails to make me happy with their silly yet hilarious jokes. What i like best about them is the true bond of friendship such as being there and supporting others each other in times of 'turmoil'. We are not afraid to free our mind from all the frustrations of the world. etc etc so cliche! Encouraging and guiding each other in school also plays an important role of true friendships.

ahhhhhhhh!
Forgive me for my broken sentences and wrong usage of grammer etc, i am really tired and i dont really know what to blog about. No food for thought yet.

However, why does class feel so divided lately?
Why does project grouping affect individuals so much?
Why are there disputes on the 1st week of school?
Why does public speaking scare me soo much!!!! I get the jitters before speech !!!
Why do i have to KNOW YOUR true colours?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH



WHY???????????????????

I love sunflowers, so pretty.
School is going to start soon. Anyone of you excited ? i am not absolutely hyped up about it. My timetable is extremely packed from monday to thrusday which would most definitely wear me out. With classes ending starting as early as 8am and ending as late as 5pm i seriously need to adapt to sleeping early or else i'd be dozing off in between lectures or tutorials. THANK GOT FOR FRIDAYYYYYY. I have no school !!! A relief and respite from the packed timetable.
I really miss my friends a lot cause i havent been seeing them for almost a month! We seldom have clique / class outing ...
The thought of going back to school sends shudders down my spine and makes me feel sick in the pit of my stomach.
I dislike projects and teachers irresponsibility for not giving tutorial answers which leaves us students baffled even until the day before examinations( NOT THAT I REALLY  FACED THAT PROBLEM DURING THE LAST SEM). They are always busy , leaving no extra time for remedial or should a need arises students dont know where to find them!
I pray that next sememster the none of the teachers would be biased ,sarcastic, irresponsible but must have the heart to teach.

Okay ... imma go wash up already.
Most probably gonna meet Wendy and Jere for lunch at KCPSS today. Not sure.
Then maybe we'll go catch a movie and shop somewhere... I don't know where.





"True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost." - Charles Caleb Colton

 

This is the best pictures of the lot!
Miss god sis though!

Wah! old pictures of JCSY ANDD MEE!

I AM SORRY JCSY SORRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYY
YOU SHOULD HATE THE HOT TEMPERED VAMYYY! =)))

JCSY !!!! =) <3

This picture is specially taken for HOU JUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your "sicko" look - alike!
i snapped it at popular just for you lorrr hahahaahhahaha
Was being so discreet!

A moving sicko! hahhahaha (ready to attack anyone of us!) lol looked at its position, he is ready for fight or flight. hahaha.

Outdated pictures taken months ago from Handphone yet again.

Today Wendy flew off to Thailand with her family.
Miss her terribly much! Especially the phone calls every morning !
Hope you have an enjoyable time at Bankok eating and shopping to your heart's content!
Remember our outing to watch FAME YEAH!

More pictures taken with Wendy and an outdated picture of teacher day cards made for our poly teachers by Shu Xin and Me.

I began to love the effects that my Samsung Ultra Slim phone can offer.
Was Cam-whoring with Wendy 2 - 3 days ago.
She passed me a book that she borrowed for me from the library. It is Ps I love you by Cecelia Ahern
Having read 7 chapters of the book, i sort of wept! STRANGE... But some parts are really moving and heart-wrenching.
Even Mehmoodrina agreed it was a good book when we met her at J8 that day.
I loved that feeling being able to catch up with my Secondary school friends.
The sense of warm, laugher and jokes that Poly life cannot offer.
As the O levels 2009 draws closer, i began deliberating on whether i had tried my fullest during my O levels last year. My results were abit disappoint i must say. WELL, NOT ABIT, ITS VERY DISAPPOINTING.
However, there is no use looking and turning back at the past, but just moving forward and continue to step the stones to sucess.
I pray and i wish that everyone would do well for their N levels and O levels this year no matter if i know you or do no know you! I wish you well and that you all may much much better than the 2008 batch alright! :) Of course my best wishes would go out to CHEW ZHI YI AND MY CHOIR FRIENDS FROM KCPSS OR MAYBE PEOPLE FROM KCPSS! ( KCPSS IS MY ALMA-MATER)

LOL =)

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Next, i held a 2 weeks job recommended by Hou Jun.
In fact, i worked only 4 days.
Its a fair at Thomson plaza
Tough job i must say, promoting is not easy at all.
Other stalls were making business except this because its items are the most expensive out of all stores.
The nail polish lady, the Nonya Kueh auntie , the BA QUA auntie gave several critic.
They said that the price was ridiculously expensive and that it mainly targets the rich, the young and overseas people who would appreciate beads necklace , bracelet etc.
They have a point there. Her business would most probably flourish if she would have sold her items at town.
I haven't receive my meagre pay. Worked for 4 days, what can i expect! lol.
x( Hou Jun has moree ! i jealous! hahahaha jkjk

The domo in the middle looked weird.

A $129 dress i liked from Esprit.
Didnt buy it cause it was way to expensive =(

Went to watch aeroplanes with JCSY.
The aeroplanes didn't take off.
Boring

Shu xi n n n n n n! best friend! =)

Random pictures!

This picture is taken outside ion orchard a few months ago using my handphone camera, lazy to upload it.
This guy is spray painting.
A large crowd is amused by his amazing skill.
This pictures looked as if they were printed.
He was cryptic.
He did not explain to us what he was spray painting.
Until the end when he was done.
The suspense he gave us was overwhelming, we were staring and staring until one of his master piece was done.
What a way to capture crowd's attention!

This picture was taken in my campus library from a seventeen magazine of a US edition.
My school subcribed to it monthly.
I am sure the ower of this sweet is really creative. ( as a result of marketing efforts....)

This pictures was taken 2 months ago in the Swensen Jurong east outlet . Went with JCSY
to enjoy a sumptous 1 for 1 meal. Customer service and ambience there was lovely and good.
The soup looks so different from what is usually served to us - soup in a bowl.
However, it costs a lot 8 dollar!!
It was very filling and the bread was tough.
I had a hard time chewing it because of my braces.

Heart that was just lit up

Candles